I wanted to say No and I tried, while wanted to still look cool and composed ( stupid childhood trauma, not listening to my feelings), this lead me to get physically abused by someone I know. This destroyed myself esteem and diminished my light.

I wanted to say No and I tried, while wanted to still look cool and composed ( stupid childhood trauma, not listening to my feelings), this lead me to get physically abused by someone I know. This destroyed myself esteem and diminished my light.